burdens should be completely cleared away,
when one finds love, when one sees the path.

unwillingness to grief, the feeling of being abandoned,
enshrouded in a hopeless sense of loss, one-sided.

no longer hindered by pride, truest emotions revealed,
the confess of love, requires more than just care alone.

If i just keep on focusing,
on the me i want to be,
i'm sure i will,
get closer and closer,

i will jus take it,
one day at a time.

judging my honesty and mistakes,
this pain is my own fault,
please forgive my crime,
don't punish me this way...

images floating in my mind,
along with the regrets,
that accompanied me,
from then till now...

like tides, they raged on,
unstoppable... ...

to the god listening pls end this miserable world this instant...
help stop people crying, worrying, in pain and the sufferings...

"And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. " Matthew 24:14

Like a cove, sheathe a bay out of harm's way,
in the most natural way, shaped by time.

Amongst all that i ever knew, u were the only fated,
fated that this feelings i had, i felt, i hold on,
could stop the fraying of the string that bound us together.

the morning dew that paused halfway on track,
might seems magnificantly breath taking,
yet not everything seems to work out that way,
one that despise pausing only will meet wisdom.

i never stopped running everyday...
pursuing that receding amber...
yet the more i reach for that wisdom...
the taste of ambivalent implies...

one shall only think,
about what to be done,
and put them into action,
to give up? to start over?
or to cling and hope...

Life will be much more easier,
if there are no decisions to be made.

decisions to be made,
goals to be set,
after such embark,
it will be a dive,
into the currents of fate.

It doesn't matter what the truth actually is,
there will always be people who believe rumors,
regardless of what the truth really is...

magnificent as it stands...
beautiful and surely gifted to be proud of,

will wouldnt want anything else...
than others to be happy,

going in circles...
never will be able to reach out,

a woman who speaks like the way she sings....
that thou thought'st thy griefs might equal mine.

never stopped running, pursuing receding figure,
a sudden silent, like a blackout, time stopped,
facing the sea where breeze blows softly,
darkness unrelentlessly stretches towards me,
prayer silently chants....

remedial seeked never will approve,
love are like shadows cast,
causing unintentional scars....

life meant singular,
regardless foredoom,
befall upon eye,
nothing is condescend...

the very thoughts still ignites,
the kinds that lives, the kinds that perish,
never spoke again, the reasons or that story,

engraved memories like clouds, impossible to grasp,
tears are reviewing stories, like trees with stories,

the wind that like to cry, the rain that whines,
the troubled me, the intelligent you,
holds love, that understands....

As calm as the sea it is, the colourful sky paints,
As peaceful as the sound of wave it is, the beach hugs,

Watching the same movie at a different age,
brings different meanings,
Listening to the same music at different time,
brings different feelings,

The process of learning to appreciate everything around one,
The experiences of living one's life stories after another,

A breath taking view takes one's breath away,
A breath living life will slowly take one's life away...

constantly people are blinded by the things in front of them,
not knowing why or what is the reason to bother about tomorrow.

a person mindset is said to be a gift from life long experience,
therefore it comes to a conclusion that it considered as habits.

one should always seek guide and not just loiter unfocused,
look harder beyond boundaries despite privation and incoherence.

it seems hard to look through obstacle that barricades vision,
but rays of hope and guidance still shine through eventually.

give a bit of thought to the fishes you see each time,
they swim ever elegantly, freely and swiftly,
creating envious thoughts of wanted to be like them.

in another perspective that reflects swimming fishes,
even they may look and makes one envious of their freedom,
actually its the same everyday pond or river they swam.

there are many way to see things differently,
someway or another one must try to see things differently,
as to not limit one to a stubborn narrow view each time.

life is full of choices, and mistakes to be made,
choices are like paths, mistakes are like stepping stones.

there are no correct or incorrect choices,
only when correction from mistakes will have them.

therefore dont hesitate too long when making choices,
but do attend to cautiously when tackling mistakes.

Their is an old saying about,
only the closest friend fights,
like clouds in the sky fighting,
to overlap each other to stand out,
like the currents in water pushing,
against each other to stream.

a mere conflict between two individuals,
will result to fights,
even by telling the truth,
human will still never understand each other,
to completely stay away from being hurt,
is impossible to realize.

just harmonize and try the very best,
not to hurt those around you.

path of life never is easy, despite all the hard work,
end results may not be promising and hence disappointing.

a lite path to a blurry path, we make decisions everyday,
choices are what makes life interesting, yet challenging.

hope always is there, when people seems to be losing hope,
look for the light between obstacles, and continue that pursue.

Although life may seems unfair, and life seems to be punishing,
life goes on, living in misery in agony keep heads high and BEAM!

As sweet as it seems, it is really sweet to many,
as many not known it is bitter in nature,
many crave for chocolate, crave for its sweetness,
yet blinded unclear of the bitterness behind it.

Always human less do praising to complaining,
always remembering other's faults to good deeds,
most cant accept criticism resorting to blames,
yield only dilemma despite sincere intentions.

i've always believed, that one's life,
should depend on no one, but oneself.

i'm so convinced on it, that unintentionally,
i'm making others, to do and believed it too.

but from it i have also learnt,
that not all is as strong,
and i should treat them with more kindness.

why everything must be outspoken,
is it tat hard to give trust, show trust?
why loneliness could make a person stronger,
and that feeling belonged makes one weak?

like a stagnant water, so calm and soothing,
but why ripples must show every now and then?
living in this society sure is tiring,
but don't that what makes life more touching?

many thinks entertaining as a troublesome chore,
is it im the only one that see it as a delight?
the pain that many feels unbearable,
why is it to me, it feels so differently?

a life that previously so used to cling desperately to supports, now lives in a totally different independent life sytle.

• revolve around friends, the feeling of emptiness can be patched.
  
• overwhelm oneself with piles of work, makes a grey life seems more meaningful.
  
• joining outings and hanging out frequently in groups, to squeeze out laughters from tat expressionless blank face.
  
• bringing happiness and laughters to people, satisfying oneself the meaning of staying alive.
  
• building a massive network over borders, self satisfaction of feeling important.
  
• making new friends and getting in hold with old friends, escaping the chances of ended up alone one day.

so wat's this talk about life, when the meaning of life is stil blurry. rejoice of being alive, rejoice life, rejoice finding answers to life.... im still breathing.. are you?

drinking my nights and days away... little tat i notice, im still standing nowhere important or influential but the same spot when i first stepped into this messy society. showing no progress, shamelessly stil hangs out, building endless networks in pursue of the career path. this path tat i pursue, i claim wil definately change my future...


are you so sure, you might ask. honestly speaking, im not. but wat am i to lose when all these connections im making are increasing the chances of opportunities for me. where, in comparison to people tat dont see offers of opportunities kept coming like me. im satisfied as how far i gone, network wise, even if im stil standing at the same spot, career wise. so let's just hope everything turns out as how i imagine and planned to be. as it will be a gamble of my fast aging life time.

fishes swims in a current, against a current and around currents all so swiftly and find no obstacle an obstacle. humans, although are the almighty living being in earth but finds life full of obstacles.

primitive people in the past are capable of catching live fishes in streams by bare hands. people today can barely hold a dead fish properly. many obstacles tat arent realy an obstacle in the past had built up to become one due to the comforts and convenience given in life today. therefore, learn to face obstacles as a test to bring out the capabilities inside us humans as our ancestors hav similarly overcomed these obstacles, proving its possible. so no escape for it, as i know if i dun face those obstacle now, i stil hav to face it again in future anyway.

i goes beyond than plainly just look forward for an obstacle instead i challenge obstacles!

life a ferris wheel ...
when u r at the top most u felt like u own the world but then again when u stop at the top for too long u will get worried and scared...
but when u r down at the bottom again u always wished to be up there....

i wished to be up there forever....